When I was really young I was bullied a lot, it wasn't by people at school thou. It was by my brothers and sisters. They called me many names and at first if just brush it off and laugh with them. But after awhile I started to believe what they would say to me. I thought I was stupid, ugly, a bad dresser, dirty, and a few others. When I was about 7 years old, I was raped by my older sister's husband's 15 year old son. Only two people know about it, one is my youngest big sister Krystal, and the other is my nephew Gabriel. When I was raped I didn't really know what was going on. All I knew was that it hurt. No one ever found out but once my youngest older brother saw my rapist making me touch him in his places. My brother didn't tell anyone, he made fun of me. He called me gay and fag, I didn't think nothing of it because I didn't know what those words meant. When I was 8 I was out into foster care, most of the homes I was put in were great. All except one. Now this home was horrible, not only because of the people but also because of the school. I was bullied relentlessly at school. And it wasn't only emotional abuse. The kids would like to hit me, they said it's because my parents didn't want me. I hated that school. The home life was another horrible place for me. The mom barely fed me and the other kids ignored me. A 7-Year-Old Boy and a 64-Year-Old Man Ponder the Meaning of Life In an Adorable Video. It just goes to show that wisdom doesn't always come with age. Grandpa and the Gay Rabbi. By Jonathan Josephson. Short Play, Dramatic Comedy / 2m After a hate crime shocks their community, newly instated Rabbi Gold will try to. Far worse, Dirty Grandpa doesn't even have the courage of its anarchic convictions, frequently abandoning its tasteless humor to indulge in sentimental scenes in which the characters pour out. Paul Harold Westerberg (born December 31, 1959) is an American musician, best known as the lead singer, guitarist and songwriter in The Replacements, one of the seminal alternative rock bands of the 1980s. The father raped me. By this time I knew that rape was bad, I cried and told him I would tell someone, and he hit me and threatened my life. He said he'd kill me and I wouldn't see any if my family again. He raped at least once a weak from than to about another two months, when my dad got me out of foster care. No one knows about that. I haven't told anyone because I doubt anyone would care about something that happened so long ago. Well when I started living with my dad it was great. My dad loved me and my stepmom was the sweetest woman in the world. By the time I got into 7th grade the bullying started again. People calling me ugly and gay/fag. It didn't stop till just recently when I moved to another city. (By 6th grade I knew I was gay) while I was being bullied in the 7th grade I fell into depression. I started cutting and making myself throw up, I burnt myself a lot and I shut everyone out. Apparently no one noticed my depression, no one noticed my sadness. I felt alone. Recently I got into a relationship with someone who's demons match mine (or so he says) but this boy kept me from attempting to commit suicide. He made me smile and laugh. He brought out happiness in me that I thought I lost. Boy Grandpa GaylordHowever recently he started to stop talking to me and he full out ignoring me. A few nights ago I was texting him and he accidentaly sent me a text that was meant for someone else It said 'I fully understand that we aren't the most comfortable talking like this, our humour defense mechanism kicks in so we don't sound stupid. But let me fucking tell you before i fuck it up that I love you so much and i can only imagine myself loving you more as you love yourself more. Sorry for lengthy texts lmao fucking dork' then he said 'oh f$Ck wrong person' I asked him who it was and he said it was his sister because she was sad about her exams. I knew he was lying and I can't help but think that he is cheating on me. At this thought I knew I wasn't good enough for him. I'm not good enough for anyone. I cut myself 30 times in all. 17 in my left arm and 13 on my right thigh. Find and follow posts tagged gay film on Tumblr. Gay Films, Shorts, and Such This is a blog dedicated to the good gay short films, movies, and shows I come across. If you have something you think belongs here please submit it through the menu^ if possible:D. I don't see how my life can get any worse but I'm still here. I don't plan on leaving for anyone. If I can get through all of the stuff I've been through than I'm pretty sure you can to. Gay dating twitter. I know we all feel different but your not alone. Stay strong and be happy (I just wanted to share my story with someone. One of the funniest movies beginning to end that I've seen in a very very long time. Allen Covert did a REMARKABLE job writing this film, and It's easy to see where Sandler really gets his material from. Nick Swardson (Terry the gay male prostitute from Reno 911) was absolutely hilarious. Linda Cardellini (ER) was great too. Boy Grandpa Gay BarI don't know how many women in the gaming industry are as cute as she is - but - it was great to see her in something as funny as Grandma's Boy after seeing her every week on ER for the last couple years. Having exposure to gamers - a couple of whom are testers, I don't think this flick could have been *much* more accurate. Boy Grandpa GaysOverall - I LOVED this movie. Start to finish it just got progressively funnier.
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